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Kindness in words creates confidence.
Kindness in thinking creates profoundness.
Kindness in giving creates love.
Lao Tzu
BS. Computer Science Student at Baguio. Likes web designing, 3D modeling, photo
editing and stargazing...
Likes spending the night in front of his PC while sipping his hot mocha coffee.
Likes to be alone in his room so he can sing his songs, play his guitar and recite
his poems. Likes taking pictures while strolling around the city of pines alone.
Birthday - D-Day
.:. Favorites .:.
*Songs - Classical (strauss and sort), music by the Beatles, Coldplay
Mew, Travis, Sigur Ros, Oasis, Radiohead, Eraserheads, enya, Switchfoot
*Movies - K_Pax, Forrest Gump, Contact, My Sassy Girl, Far and Away, Disney
Movies, Sunshine, Monster House,Apocalypse Now, 3-Iron(Bin-Jip),Shrek movies
*Favorite Books(s):The Yin Yang of Programming, Bible, Quran, What the Buddha
Taught (Walpola Rahula) . Kiss of the Spiderwoman (a very gay book), Karaoke Song
Playlist, Beyond Good and Evil (Friedrich Nietzsche), Crime and Punishment (Fyodor
Dostoevsky), The Final Theory (Mark McCutcheon), God's Debris (Scott Adams), 40 Days
with the Poor (Frank Padilla), Piano for Dummies, Idiot's Guide for Dating, How to
draw a woman's body, Idiot's Guide for Verbal Self-Defense. Ilocano Survival Book,
Paolo Coelho Books. Harry Potter Books, Eve's Diary, Still have many books to
read...
*Favorite Pet(s):Dog and Cat lalo na
pagmagkasama sila
*Favorite Color: Blue and orange
*Favorite Quote/s: if p then q
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Saturday, April 28, 2007
*(pink panther playing)
I really like watching mystery movies mostly Sherlock Holmes type but as of the moment, I am into CSI type to get myself back into current time. But I don't like mingling with dead bodies... To keep at least this puzzle solving, researching detective in me still alive, I put this craving for adventure of mine by.. what is the word, stalking. Not really, I am only satisfying my curiosity by scrutinizing what the Internet could offer in case that I am seriously in search of information.
From my previous posts about a girl I call "white Rabbit", It's been 2 years from now since I started doing this detective like mission of mine. Siya yung babae na nameet ko sa isang pila... Our conversation started when she realized that she was in the wrong line. I was next to her. She confirmed me that that was the line to the cashier. Both of us, after of almost an hour of standing there under the sun... disappointedly went to the tail of the other line which was supposedly where we should have gone. Thanks to her, I wasted my precious time and energy. But because of that, we had a very good chat. We talked about current events that time. We shared our college life experiences. She's from Tuguegarao City... which had reached it's hottest temperature that summer. I was still studying from Baguio that time so I joked that Baguio on the other hand, reached its coldest temperature. By the way, I call her white rabbit because she wore white shirt that time. Our conversation was halted by the cashiers . I asked her name but I wasn't able to hear it clearly. There were two cashiers which accommodated each of us. I finished first and went out the office... walking slowly pretending that I was checking the slip. I never saw her passed by when someone called on the phone to greet me "Happy Birthday". I lost sight of her but saw her again passing by the shopping center. I thought she was looking for someone and went to the other direction. I tried to follow her but, like those of chasing scene in movies, people suddenly appeared on my way to her. I kept striding faster to get near her but I lost her again. Then I remembered that I should be going to the OUR and to the Math Building for my removal exam. I was 6 hours bus ride away from my class.
I was disappointed to learn that my teacher hadn't prepared questions so I was told to return the next day. Another day absent from class.
When I went back to Baguio, I asked some friends about a girl who lives here.. likes this..this..looks like this.. etc... I know, I was like a fool... I cant even remember her name.
I even sketched the map of the scene and hypothesized on some clues I found.
From my investigation, she's a hs. classmate of one of my group mates in STS when I crossregistered for a summer class. I asked Mia for her contacts but she just gave me a cold shoulder after my text. I thought we were already close because of our report. (Medyo masungit)
Not so sure conclusion.. She is Rea/Rhea Ria Darisan if I am not mistaking. But her name is not enough to meet her again. I couldn't even remember her face. The only things that I remmeber are --she is smart, and wore white and I think she was pretty then. I dont know, I am easily attracted by women in white. Maybe if she wore pink... I would ignore her.. not!.. well she was really smart and we could converse easily about anything which impressed me.
She supposedly graduated last sem.
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BY the way I passed, the removal exam though I didn't check what I got. I think it was almost perfect. I also made a very presentable doodle of my graphs for the answer. (including a 3D like shading of the charts)
What could have happened if I talked to her (white rabbit) more and asked her for lunch... It was my birthday so I had the reason to invite her. Plus I already decided to treat anyone that day.
Hmm... Where ever you are... please remember that moment that I cherish most (It was my birthday... a very unique birthday)... Amen.
God..If you know her please say "Hi" for me...
if you think you are an angel..you could do it also for me... =)
penned my thoughts
at [7:39 PM]
Wednesday, April 25, 2007
I cant believe that this survey is hilariously accurate... I'm scratching my head right now... penned my thoughts
at [2:09 PM]
Friday, April 20, 2007
If you know the fact that a chain letter would curse you (either a threat to kill you or someone you dearly love) and tell you to forward it to others... will you do it? Even if you know that it is just another nonsense chain letter... you may forward thinking that why would you risk a life with just a letter and a simple action.. you know that it is just an annoying fake letter, yet you fear it, yet you forward it. Or you could just tolerate it... if nothing happened, you would feel the relief, then you would be caught in this way of response... then others will follow.... you would do it on other scenarios. And you'll think that others are the same as this... They are just annoying you... you conquered something... penned my thoughts
at [3:54 AM]
Tuesday, April 10, 2007
For the first time, I witnessed a 'penitensiya" with my two eyes, ..at last. Too bad I couldnt take a picture of them cause my camera was broken few months ago. For you to imagine what the event looked like, I'll borrow a picture from mrKidlat. Also the owner of the site batangbaler. here is the link. This activity has long been a tradition of our town but I wasn't able to see it since I was a kid. The reason was, my mother wouldn't let me see (when I was quite younger) or she obliged us to spend our holy week in our secluded lot on the other town to kill our time without TV.. or bore us to death. That was her way of making us reflect. I was enjoying the scene though I know they were enduring so much pain for their belief that their sins would be forgiven by hurting themselves. But I walked back when a blood from one of them went to my shirt. I was wearing pure white then. I think there is also a superstition about that, when their blood touched someone while they are doing the ritual... but I couldn't remember. God, I should buy a new camera. I arrived here yesterday to surprise my family, but I didn't know that they went to Casiguran, (where my father is assigned)... for their own summer vacation. I imagine them enjoying themselves considering the vast availability of good untapped white beaches there. I am now spending my Holy week here alone. penned my thoughts
at [2:14 PM]
The result:
You scored a 66 out of a possible 100 points. You’re pretty good with the ladies, but you can be intimidated by a woman who is exceptionally attractive. There are some women out there that you consider to be “out of your league”.
Sometimes when you see a woman you’d like to approach you become immobilized with fear, and by the time you figure out what to say, she's gone…
There have probably been several times in your life when a woman lost interest in you, and you just couldn’t figure out why. Maybe she gave you her phone number and then didn’t return your calls, or maybe you went out on a few dates with her and things seemed to be going good, when all of a sudden she became mysteriously unavailable.
You might wonder why some of the women you are attracted to don’t feel the same way, when all of your female friends tell you how lucky any girl would be to have you…
These are problems that almost all guys run into at one time or another, but very few men know exactly what to do to prevent these things from happening in the first place.
These are problems that many guys have, but very few know how to actually solve.
The good news is that you can learn to attract these exceptional women... and even have them chasing you for dates!
I think I'm going to read the book :)
Do you respond by fear or by logic, by heart or by mind. Who is in control? Or, is there someone in control?
"First, you conquer your fear, then the others will follow".
It may depend on how you conquer it. You may call for a divine intervention or control, suppress your mind; seeking for your own a good explanation of the fear, looking for a good answer, thinking logically, finding for a concrete truth. Both may work, but one will consume the other because there is such a space that these two may not contain on both. There is a space between self and a universe you seek for guidance and power.
You may answer that someone would protect you ... or no one could hurt you.
Both ways may work, but for a journey, threading one would put you farther from the other. It is matter of who is in control. There is a space that each could not exist both. Dissolving the other... There is also a big risk for each. When you go farther from the journey, you'll think that the other path would not reach the "x" on the map and your way is the only way to reach it.
These roadways also fork to lead different ways. If someone reached the goal on the map, he would think that he followed the correct path, or worse, the only correct path. Of course, there are people who just wander and have no idea of the "x" in the map. There are also those who think that there is no specific "x" in the map. It may exist anywhere, it depends on what are you looking for. There are also those with no interest or no hope for the "x" in the map. They say, what matter is the journey. Surely, could anyone have the idea, what everyone is looking for? Could anyone tell the ideal journey? Who told you that the road you are going through is the correct way? How did he know? Is he only assuming or just telling to you a news about a road that others said that lead them to the correct way?There is a wide variety of thinking and goal these people may have. We look differently at each other. Am I the one chained? Are you the one chained? No, you are the one chained and I am the free, the others would say or think the other way around... and this brings chaos.
There are those who lead a way they really want to walk through, ..and yes there are also those who just wander. Which one are you? Which way do you prefer to go? Is there really a right way or a wrong way?
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