.:. Profile .:.
BS. Computer Science Student at Baguio. Likes web designing, 3D modeling, photo
editing and stargazing...
Likes spending the night in front of his PC while sipping his hot mocha coffee.
Likes to be alone in his room so he can sing his songs, play his guitar and recite
his poems. Likes taking pictures while strolling around the city of pines alone.
Birthday - D-Day
.:. Favorites .:.
*Songs - Classical (strauss and sort), music by the Beatles, Coldplay
Mew, Travis, Sigur Ros, Oasis, Radiohead, Eraserheads, enya, Switchfoot
*Movies - K_Pax, Forrest Gump, Contact, My Sassy Girl, Far and Away, Disney
Movies, Sunshine, Monster House,Apocalypse Now, 3-Iron(Bin-Jip),Shrek movies
*Favorite Books(s):The Yin Yang of Programming, Bible, Quran, What the Buddha
Taught (Walpola Rahula) . Kiss of the Spiderwoman (a very gay book), Karaoke Song
Playlist, Beyond Good and Evil (Friedrich Nietzsche), Crime and Punishment (Fyodor
Dostoevsky), The Final Theory (Mark McCutcheon), God's Debris (Scott Adams), 40 Days
with the Poor (Frank Padilla), Piano for Dummies, Idiot's Guide for Dating, How to
draw a woman's body, Idiot's Guide for Verbal Self-Defense. Ilocano Survival Book,
Paolo Coelho Books. Harry Potter Books, Eve's Diary, Still have many books to
read...
*Favorite Pet(s):Dog and Cat lalo na
pagmagkasama sila
*Favorite Color: Blue and orange
*Favorite Quote/s: if p then q
Posts Archive
Saturday, December 22, 2007
.:. Im on Earth.
.:.
I had this funny wish when I was younger, maybe about 12 years old. I believed than what you like when you die is what will remain of you when you are in heaven. S0 I wished to die much younger (before my 13th bday) , young enough to play at the depicted garden of Eden and enjoy every inches of it. I thought of adults then as boring and doing the same things everyday. They are so much connected to a limited schedule and space that is why they always feel old and tired. I wished to die young enough when I had still no wealth to bring and lover and children to wait for. (I think I'm still qualified for that =)
They say..
I don't believe in an afterlife, so I don't have to spend my whole life fearing hell, or fearing heaven even more. For whatever the tortures of hell, I think the boredom of heaven would be even worse.
~ Isaac Asimov (3 Laws of Robotics/ etc)
If there's an afterlife, Heaven must have been overpopulated by now.
~the guy from My Girl and I (A Korean Movie)
For me, there's an after life, I just don't know what it is and what it would be like. It might be a grand celebration and welcome on heaven or just a peaceful permanent slumbering on a peace of Earth. I really dont know so I don't just think and wait what would I do when I get there, I am already doing them in here. Maybe that was one of the reasons, I talk fast, I walk fast, I eat fast before. Ok..I still do eat faster than others..anyway.
I have been attending different churches and most of them asking me the same questions if where would I go after I die, I just dont know (More complicated questions after that).
I play a lot here on earth. I go to every inches of it that I think I can only visit once in my lifetime. I record every sounds, I take a picture of every scenes, I meet people on all walks of life. That is what I'm doing right now. And I feel I'm in the middle of heaven and hell. And one thing I learned from those, A heaven can exist on hell and a hell can exist on heaven. Yes.. they can coexist. So wherever I go, I just build my own space of heaven (I'm not different after all). And when I'm in a place they call heaven, I cant blind my self from seeing the hell. And knowing the laws of both worlds is like conquering both of them.
penned my thoughts
at [8:56 PM]
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